faded scars

Stop being so stupid . Please . Do you even realized that what you're doing is like torturing your soul . Stop from trying to harm yourself ,tearing yourself apart or smth , you know i hate seeing you doing that.I hate seeing you crying without knowing the problems that you are facing . But you didn't even care .Why ? Is there something that lies behind your pain ? You know you look damn stupid , when you purposely hurt yourself .Since you act foolishly nowadays , i felt lonely without the person which you used to be . I know its your mom who make you act this way , but pleaselah don't get too depressed sampai you have the intention to bunuh diri, luckily that you did not die  that night.You fool , if you die , who will be beside me every time in class? who will teach me maths when i don't know how to solve it ? who will be the shoulder for me to cry on ?And who will be my best friend when you are gone ? Do you even realized that you are torturing me too? Do you ? Do you ? If you really want it too much , go ahead kill yourself ,I'm no longer care about you